From the person I love…
Friday — November 7th, 2008

From the person I love…

This message was originally posted here. I just want to repost it in my blog since this message was written for me by the person I love most… I love you so much Alexis…

lex and jean
My heart is filled with this overwhelming emotion that’s so hard to describe…
My mind filled with thoughts that’s so hard to define…
All I know is that I feel so high when you’re near
and without you, life would never be the same…

These eyes…. has chosen to see no other but you
from the moment they open until they close again…..

Ever since you came… there wasn’t a single second that I never thought of you.
How I wish I could tell you just exactly how I feel…

So many words to say, “I love you”
Never enough to say how much….


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apologize

I apologize for the wrong things that I’ve done to you. I am sorry if most of the time I couldn’t explain myself that well. But, I know that you know just what I exactly feel for you. I think, sometimes it’s so much better to just shut up, and just let you feel my love. Although there are times that even actions and feelings aren’t enough to make myself understood. I don’t know, I guess I’m just really not good when it comes to putting how I feel into words. But, if given chance that we can be together, I guess when that time comes, I would be able to make you understand me without having to explain myself. There would be no need for words, and you would understand. No more explaining, no more telling you. Like now, I feel like I’m talking nonsense again, just like all those times that I’ve tried to put my thoughts into words. I often end up saying the wrong things. And the worst of it all, I just end up making you upset. I guess it’s a crazy thought, but if only I could get myself wired directly to you. and when I say directly, romantically speaking, my heart being connected to your heart literally. Perhaps by doing so, you would know just what exactly is on my mind and how I feel about you. But, I know it’s just another crazy thought and it can’t be, otherwise we’ll drop dead once the cable gets disconnected. I know it’s pathetic, but yeah, I’m just so inlove with you… As simple as that… Now what in I love you is it that you find so hard to understand?